Donda. Donda. Donda. Donda. Donda.
Donda has always come across as a loose assortment of ideas never fully fleshed out or strung together thoughtfully. Songs that house within moments of brilliance, though never truly took shape, the draft to an album incomplete. Instead of taking it in then, as a complete work, Donda is appreciated most through the impact left behind. The listening parties leading up which were one-of-a-kind in scope, bringing people together to experience an event like little I can point to in recent music. Over the course of a month we see these songs shift, the Pure Souls piano is traded for a synth, Cudi gets then loses a verse spot on Remote Control, Never Abandon Your Family is pulled for the deluxe; but for each change I’d consider negative, we also receive a Kanye verse on Off the Grid, Jesus Lord with Jay Elec, Come to Life, and Believe What I Say. It’s a massive spectacle, though one with little care for developing all the scattershot ideas presented. And therein lies where my troubles begin, the evolving track list and shoddy musical choices work for an event like the listening party, as you bear witness to this project take shape and solidify. However, that which can be forgiven in free-form motion becomes far harder to excuse once set in stone. The holes expected to be filled were abandoned, left to show as cracks in the foundation.With any Kanye album there’s an expectation that, however you may feel regarding it, he will be direct and clear in what he’s expressing. That passion and uncompromising attitude which is the lifeblood of his finest work, that focus and pointedness is not present on Donda; the album, for all its many flash-in-the-pan moments, is not saved from a lack of direction and distillation. When you take the entire project as one, not cherry-picking its best, it’s a chore to get through. Rushed to release similarly to Pablo, but with a fraction of that album’s cohesion, creativity, or effort. No doubt it’s fun to revisit this point in time, the twists and turns of whether Donda will drop, the elaborate sets for each listening party, it was hard not to be enraptured by. Feelings brought up in recollecting are not the same evoked by returning to this album however, and what we have is neither markedly different from the LPs in a refreshing way, nor captivating in its atmosphere, which is what made those performances hold such weight. Donda ultimately rings hollow for me, a flexion point in Kanye’s discography for when showcasing a coherent message was no longer in the cards.